Anyone who has ever lived
should have written a little book.
The anonymous dead are unread.
The next time you take a walk
shaded by enormous trees
think of the rotting leaves
you kick out of the way:
life is deciduous.
What falls off
is often more brilliant
than what remains.
In the Zohar it is said
“great splendor.”
Every life is a spark
from the generator
every spark is an angel
who lives in eternity
only an instant—
that instant is a man’s life.
And the great splendor
of all these lives
sparking into space
as if every color in
the aurora said,
Look at me, look at me.
Just to consider an individual
even oneself, takes so much effort
at distinction, it’s a wonder
we aren’t blinded by the glare
as Isaac was, who lying on his back
on a heap of burning wood
forgot his father
in the presence of the Shekinah.
His eyes grew so dim
he could no longer tell
Jacob from Esau
as I no longer can tell
who exactly I am
when I feel the brilliance
of those around me
because the desire to merge
with angelic voices
makes life lucid.
The only way you can
see through yourself
through this thick body
these ungainly bones
is in the presence
of an awesome light
“great splendor.”
Rodger Kamenetz
from his book The Missing Jew
Time Being Books, 1992